Rotten Mind - Jay Reatard

I see my self high up in the sky

People around me hoping I don’t die

I’m just taking a ride on a big balloon

And I promise I will be coming home real soon

I know where I’m gonna go and I don’t wanna be this way

Surrounded by people that wanna watch me fall

But in my mind I will kill them all

Seeing enemy’s dying at my feet

But really I’m just fighting me

I know where I’m gonna go and I don’t wanna be this way

I don’t wanna be I don’t wanna be be this way

I see my self crawling on the floor

Time and time again its such a fucking bore

Looking for something that I know I won’t find

Ignoring the signs from my rotten mind

I know where I’m gonna go and I don’t wanna be this way

I don’t wanna be I don’t wanna be be this way