Last Time - Josh A

It’s awful dark down there

Darkness never hurt anyone

It ain’t the darkness, Mrs. Topper.

It’s what’s in it!

Don’t be silly.

There’s no difference between light and dark;

except the lights

are out

Been doin rap so hate the biz

Started out real now I take the piss

Feel like God been misguidin kids

Feel like this a life of sin, (uh)

And I promote it

A terrible culture man I didn’t know it

But this my future man and I can’t blow

But at what cost I’m losin my shit

(Uh)

Get in dms and kids say I’m inspiring

Meanwhile I’m thinkin about just retiring

Josh, started doin rap 'cause of you

When I get straight D’s mom mad 'cause of you

We should hang out play zombies on Xbox

If you don’t reply I’ll spam till I’m blocked

Then make all the accounts spam again

Man why don’t you write me back?

And I feel real bad because I feel responsible

When I tell kids anything’s possible

Then they start to encounter some obstacles

And might blame me when they don’t top the goals, (uh)

I try to be positive but late at night all the feelings deposited

Swear they been creepin on me

Tossin and turning man I cannot sleep

I’m not the same that I was in the last time

I’m not the same that I was in the last time

I’m not the same that I was in the last time

I’m running, from myself

I’m not the same that I ever was

That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was

That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was

That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was

Late nights, late nights, late nights

Shit gets dark when you turn out the lights

Try to find an outlet, music suffice

Gotta, never feelin right

Take it way back to last year

Got my first house man I had no fears

Then a week later Christina gets shot

Then a day later 50 people get dropped

Now I’m so scared of what is next man

I go home on different routes

'Cause you know right outside my fuckin house

I’m so scared to go outside 'cause everytime I look around

Paranoia plays my mind

I don’t know what’s goin down

I’m not the same that I was in the last time

I’m not the same that I was in the last time

I’m not the same that I was in the last time

I’m running, from myself

I’m not the same that I ever was

That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was

That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was

That I ever, that I ever, that I ever was