paranoia - Jxn

I got all these questions that I can’t figure out

So if you got some answers, come and please tell me now, mmm

In the deep end and I can’t swim when I’m out here, yeah

So listen to me closely 'cause I really need some help

So unlucky, I don’t roll the dice

Feel myself drowning, can’t get through the night

This hell used to be my paradise

I’m falling

I’m all alone just tryna find ya

Feel like I’ve been through it all

Stuck in this place of paranoia

I just wanna feel something more

Trying hard to fake it but you can see right through me

And dry my eys on paper but I’m still feeling lonely

Laying in my bed, I’m just feeling off myslf, yeah

All my friends are calling asking for me to come out

Yeah, but there’s something in my head telling me I’m sad, I already know

I put my headphones on so I can’t hear the doorbell