Exit Pt. 3 (Heart on My Sleeve) - Kaonashi

You’re so soft, it’s pathetic

How can you be soft at rock bottom?

How are you so hard on yourself?

You’ve hardly got real problems

First of all, just stop overthinking

'Cause your brain is just like…

Next, drag yourself to the bathroom

Take these pills with some water

Swallow pride with saliva

It’s like you’re hardwired to give yourself a hard time

It’s like you make problems when everything’s fine

I’m the only one who haunts this ghost town

All my life I felt lost, but in death I was found

And I won’t scream, I won’t make a sound

Shut the fuck up, it’s like you’ve always got this attitude

We just wanna help and we just want what’s best for you

You’re never fucking home

Or you’re always in your fucking room

We’re scared you’ll do something stupid

If we don’t get you help soon

Sometimes I imagine myself hanging from the ceiling fan

Maybe then the world will stop spinning without me

Maybe then I’ll get around to taking the picture perfect life

The picture perfect life I was framed with

It’s this constant push and pull

To decide the rest of my life in one night

I don’t know what to say, so I’ll just say goodbye

Let you down for one last time

My biggest fear has always been yours, not mine

But, at this point, it feels like I’m hurting more than helping

Is this the last chapter or textbook teenage bullshit?

Wipe my tears with my hoodie

I wear my heart on my sleeve

Feed the dog

Call mom

And just fucking leave

Four walls, 3 AM

Two hands, one decision

To kill everyone, or myself

That is the question

You’ve loved me so much more than I loved myself

I don’t care about anyone else

I don’t know what you saw in me

All I ever wanted was to rest in peace

You’ve loved me so much more than I loved myself

I don’t care about anyone else

I don’t know what you saw in me

All I ever wanted was to rest in peace

I don’t know what you saw in me

I don’t know

Saw in me

Rest in peace, Jamie