Total Loss - Kayak

I started off as a decent man one day

But now I seem to live my life in a most peculiar way

From 9 to 5 I’m a usefull member of society

Nothing about me would tell you that I

Spend every night all dressed up in style

Playing roulette with a superior smile

Losing my luck and looks I roll the dice

Expensive dreams

That’s why I’m living far beyond my means

I’m total loss, totall loss

You think I easily fly, but I’m ready ready ready to crash

Total loss, total loss

I’ve been going to high, I’ve paid the price for making a splash

I’m desperately in need of some cash

Driven by the money I could make

Being close to fortune I just put too much at stake

Expecting things to change, ah, but the worst was yet to come

Sold all I had but couldn’t give up playing

I lost my conscience years ago

Telling myself that the final blow

Would bring me back where I began

A gambling man

But one who’s really at his wits end

Total loss…

Creditors constantly claiming

More than I ever could raise

This mess I’m in, it’s degrading

I can’t afford a proper meal

Can you imagine how I feel

Total loss.