Waster - Lalić

Was there ever a point?

Did you waste just to resist?

I can relate

For I have poised

More suffering than I’ve helped

I Don’t know why I keep on

But something in me says you’ll get it right

If you try

So I keep myself whipped and on my knees

If I survive

I am special in my own mind

I adore all the signs, all the things that I forgot to explain

Forgot in their heads and I can’t let waste away

As I recall what is really goin on

Is it fair

Are you guided back you won’t be sorry

When you find that I am wasted on my knees

I devise a defier in me and I feel so alone

Open heart

And I keep myself whipped and on my knees

Open heart to a higher power

I know I’m not alone I will find

So I keep myself

What more can I say there’s a light and I let it guide me

I guess I found a way to survive

So i keep myself

Was there ever a point?

Did you waste just to resist?

I can relate

For I have poised

More suffering than I’ve helped

I don’t know why I keep on

But something in me says you’ll get it right if you try

So I keep myself

I devise and the fire in me goes

So when I’m gone i will find the echo leaves me

I know I’m not alone

If I die

And I found myself

When I needed hope

There’s a light and I let it guide me

I guess I found a way to survive

So I keep myself whipped and on my knees

I devise a defier in me

And I feel so alone, open heart

And I keep myself