Ascend - Lawrence Rothman

Can’t swimming in mind

The waves that I make

They ride through my skin like the drugs that I take

The moment I feel you leaving

I feel like I’m gone, gone, gone

I know I’m alive, but I can’t stay awake

Without ups and downs my bones start to shake

Lay it on, lay it on, lay it on

I know you can’t relate

I’m a control freak

You can try but you can’t control me

You’re wasting your time, should be living your life

Just leave me behind

I’m a control freak

You can try but you can’t control me

You’re wasting your time, should be living your life

I was living my lie

Blacking out so I can’t feel the pain

Only way out is starting again

The moment I see you leaving

I feel like I’m gone, gone, gone

When is my time counting the days

I lost my religion, gods just a name

Lay it on, lay it on, lay it on

I know you can’t relate

I’m a control freak

You can try but you can’t control me

You’re wasting your time, should be living your life

Just leave me behind

I’m a control freak

You can try but you never control me

You’re wasting your time, should be living your life

I was living my lie

I’m in control

I’m in control

I’m in control

I swear on my life, I lied to you all

I’m in control

I’m in control

I’m in control, I don’t need your help

Would you just let me fall

Just let me fall

Just let me fall

Just let me fall