Youth - Life Long Tragedy

Peeling through the layers, where the fuck have the years gone?

'87 to right now, I lost myself inside the fog

Afraid we’ll have to amputate all your wasted dialogues

Wearing my suburban frown

I let my body drown

Lost track of the resilience that once helped me from falling down

Don’t carry my casket, throw my ashes to the wind

Begin the culmination

They say good things come with age

Cancer, finances, jobs with shitty pay

Disdain for my coming of age

Wisdom’s a prisoner to my pent up rage

Comfort in sins tuck me into my death bed

Peeling through the layers, where the fuck have the years gone?

'87 to right now, I lost myself inside the fog

Afraid we’ll have to amputate all your wasted dialogues

Been depressed about the adult crash

Yeah, I never thought I’d be tricked like that

For all I know still got a ways to go

Until I’m leaving for good and ain’t lookin' back

Bottom of the deepest ocean

Wasn’t quite what I was hopin'

Old wounds found ways to reopen

Leaving me confused

Victims of imagination

Do my best to fight persuasion

Don’t know if I have the patience

To wait it out and maybe bloom