happy birthday - lil soda boi

I don’t wanna be here no more

I don’t even wanna exist

I don’t really know what’s?

Why is everything like this

It’s too much today?

Pour my cup of drank

I don’t know what to say

Everything’s fucking grey

I don’t know what I do wrong

Can you tell me anything about myself

I don’t wanna be in hell but

Living my life in a cell

Happy birthday

I don’t wanna be awake

Everything is grey

I don’t think I’ll ever change

Happy birthday

I’ll just drive myself insane

Actually it feels great

It just feels like different pain

Copped some percy’s

At least I’m okay for tonight

Cup so dirty

I only drink codeine with sprite

And I don’t wanna be too long

?

and it feels so wrong

You just wanna sing lov songs

You don’t know what drugs I’m on

Bet you don’t know what drugs I’m on

Bet you don’t know what drugs I’m on

Yeah you know I’m going through it

Yah my heart you keep abusing

Happy birthday

Happy birthday

I don’t wanna be awake

Everything is grey

I don’t think I’ll ever change

Happy birthday

I’ll just drive myself insane

Actually it feels great

It just feels like different pain

I’m a walking nightmare

Baby, I just wanna go

Yeah, I don’t care

Everything is fucked up and I’m so scared

Yeah I’m so scared, yeah I’m so scared

But I just get?

now

Yeah and you know I’m rolling off the drugs now

And I’m pouring up a?

yeah

And I pull up and I’m still swaggy

And I’m pouring a deuce now

And it’s got me feeling loose now

And I’m hoping that you’ll stick around

Happy birthday

I’m always gonna be the same

Now you gotta make a change