The Love - Locksmith, Jarell Perry

Wasting these moments, emotions motion my motives and most of it molds my

character

Married to my ego, fornicate with hysteria.

Starring back like I’m back on the

back of my black diamond

Back tints is balling, the spokes racing from sirens.

Defining my findings,

finally finding my faith contested

Unbeknownst to any ounce of jealousy that was sequestered, detected my own

thoughts

Acknowledged my arrogance, look back at my past tweets felt this sense of

embarrassment

Barring with my girl leaving, been six months but I’m still coping,

still holding onto this front

Punctured it spills open, people stop and chat like nigga your life’s in tact,

give a swift pat on the back

Rather conceal than reveal its broken, still promoting this image of true

perfection

Soliciting different women just hoping they using discretion

Bad habits of old and not easily controlled, you know the more you fell

depressed less likely you are to use protection?

Raw emotions evoking under this comforter, after she wakes up I know she wants

me to comfort her

Coming from being deeply committed for four years to looking at my ex’s

Instagram page, barely can stomach her

And the girl I’m fucking now is looking at me ashamed, will I ever take her

back?

I’m sort of deep in the game

And its true the possibility be dancing in my mind but when you cross a certain

line you never see them the same

And a part of me has change, I ain’t playing like i once did, reminds me of the

time I got a message from this one kid

Who said, «lock just know that my words are indication that music that you

making is truly an inspiration

You’re fueling a generation don’t you ever lose sight, no matter how hard it

gets you better take time to write

You better take time despite the bullshit that they been feeding us,

they do it for attention you do it because you believe in us»

Where you go, on the road is never to far from home and you should know

When you given your everything, you get back on your feet again

All on your own, its hard to see what its for but you should know

Through the highs and lows, do it all for the love

Do it all for the love, do it all for the love

Do it all for the love, do it all for the love

And lately everything is just a blur and i can’t go a week without someone

mentioning her

And i can’t even speak without someone pinching a nerve, so i try and keep my

distance whenever this does occur

And every day proceeding is bleeding one to the next and now its to the point i

don’t even look at my texts

And people get upset when you try and tell them direct, that you don’t have

time to chill

And this builds a disconnect and this billed as disrespect

When its nothing more than just truthful and i can’t help the fact i don’t look

at things like i use to

Blame myself for the isolation is true but when you burnt so many times,

to survive what would you do?

Cause everything ugly has some beauty, regardless how you view me.

I’m still her the new me

And if you know me you know this to be true i can only stand here and be me,

is that enough for you?

Where you go, on the road is never to far from home and you should know

When you given your everything, you get back on your feet again

All on your own, its hard to see what its for but you should know

Through the highs and lows, do it all for the love

Do it all for the love, do it all for the love

Do it all for the love, do it all for the love