Boxes - Locksmith, Rebecca Nobel

I’d rather be with you, you already know

I want to see it through but I’m letting go

I know you feel it too, I’m ready

Said it was forever what you thought id forget it?

Baby

And it’s like you the only person I’m honest with, the only one I’ve ever kept

a promise with

The only time I ever let some drama slip is when we first started you caught it,

I acknowledged it

You said you wanted change I let you switch the plan.

You said you hated games

I left you in command

You said you needed space, I gave you space.

A moth later I see you with this

new nigga on instagram.

Ohhh

And its funny how you held us to a standard then said it was random when I

questioned you on if you planned it

And since were being candid, I’m not stressing over that.

But you alive,

you said him and I never overlapped

I’m not trying to close the gap and I’m not trying to hold you back.

But I deserve to hear the truth, if you a friend award me that

Trying to take your story back, but it’s promises that were spread,

trying to find the words when there’s nothing left to be said

Why?

why?

why hold?

Why hold on?

I know, I know, gotta let you go

I’d rather be with you, you already know

I want to see it through but I’m letting go

I know you feel it too, I’m ready

Said it was forever, what you thought I’d forget it?

Baby

I know (I know), I know (I know), I Know (I know), I know (I know),

I know (I know), I know (I know)

Said it was forever what, you thought I’d forget it?

but

And I know you fell it too that’s why you calling, yet every time we speak you

said it was my fault for stalling

And even though we caught in this levy, that’s unsteady.

We agreed to take a

leave cause neither of us were ever ready

And petty things inside, it hurt my pride.

I admit it.

I can’t be with other

girls and expect you to stay committed

But it didn’t sink in cause right then i couldn’t see this.

When I heard you

did it first it ripped my ego to pieces

And piece of me is peacefully moved on but I’m cautious, cause all you left me

with is a living room full of boxes

And I can’t even see how you can’t consider this thoughtless, how you can leave

me to these memories, I’m a hostage

And I use to blame myself for not stepping up when you needed me but now I see

it clear you had other plans that exceeded me.

Seems to me that this thing we

had is broken, trying to find the words when there’s none left to be spoken

Why?

why?

why hold?

Why hold on?

I know, I know, gotta let you go

I’d rather be with you, you already know

I want to see it through but I’m letting go

I know you feel it too, I’m ready

Said it was forever, what you thought I’d forget it?

Baby

I know (I know), I know (I know), I Know (I know), I know (I know),

I know (I know), I know (I know)

Said it was forever what, you thought I’d forget it?

but