Holiday - Lou The Human

It would mean everything to me if we could take a holiday

'Cause you and I bone tired every night isn’t my idea of play

And even our smallest dream is getting lean

Never sees the light of day

So it would mean everything to me

You can fight but you won’t always win

Somehow life finds a way to beat ya

But I’ll come join ya in the ring

Guess it shows just how much I need ya (Yeah, look)

Twin died and I was in the 6

I ain’t know him like that but still, shit

Still, that’s ill shit

Still, muhfuckas out here on that kill shit

All this West Brighton verse the new shit, it ain’t new shit

Dudes' crew switch and then lil' shit turn to funerals every fucking night

R.I.P.

to Young Money Mike

Like fuck it, right?

What the fuck is life?

What’s the value of it?

They don’t value nothing

And my little cousin up in Castle Hill

Pray for his ass 'cause that Ave is real

And he wanna rap and be a savage still

But what can I say to him?

Them streets is raising him

Hope it ain’t too late for him, Lord knows I pray for him

Hope they don’t spray at him on some jealous shit

Ain’t a good example, I been selling shit, but I gotta eat

I gotta hella shit up on my plate so please don’t play with me

Been on edge lately, shit ain’t a game to me, real talk

Hungry, tryna figure out what a mill' cost

Everybody lookin' up to me

I gotta fuckin' lead and I’m still lost

Shit is ill dawg, I mean I feel wrong

Career poppin' off but my lil' dawgs

Still trappin' shit to make ends meet

Too much pride, they don’t end beefs

Too much highs, they don’t think straight

Too much times so they think weight the only way out

Fuck the money and the fame now

Just know I stayed down, yeah

You can fight but you won’t always win (Always, always win, yeah)

Somehow life finds a way to beat ya (A way to beat you, yeah, yeah)

But I’ll come join ya in the ring

Guess it shows just how much I need ya (How much I need you, I need you now,

yeah)

Yeah, and things ain’t the same at home

Used to get ignored, now I’m hated on

Still I’m miss the hood that made me jaded

Every time I left that door, pray I made it home

Girls is under me that used to overlook ‘em

So I’m colder now, still I’m always cookin'

She said, «That's why you lose people», guess that’s karma lookin'

Must’ve lost my heart but I won’t bother lookin'

Fuck it, I don’t need it

When I had the shit, was always fuckin' bleeding

When all I had was a sack of herb and a knack for words

They couldn’t fuckin' read him

Now they want a page in my chapter but they stay scripted

Shit, this ain’t fiction, so I’m driving high as fuck, lane switchin'

Tryna feel something but it stay missin', damn

Shit is different for real, got me contemplating lifting the seal

A couple homies got addicted to pills and now we barely talk

When I see 'em, I get chills, swear to God, shit is surreal

Used to say all we need piff and a mill'

And I’m tryna quit, smokin' withdrawal is real

Can’t imagine something harder, all these fucking problems

Rest in my head, can’t rest in my bed

Wrestle myself, I’m a mess in the flesh, yeah

Still, I’m the best in the West, no, the best in the world

Bitch, I’ll rest when I’m dead

Told my dad I would go get this shit for us

The day that he died, man, I made that a promise, yeah

And I hate being dishonest

Know he lookin' down on me and see that I’m on it but still

You can fight but you won’t always win (Always, always win, yeah)

Somehow life finds a way to beat ya (A way to beat you, yeah, yeah)

But I’ll come join ya in the ring

Guess it shows just how much I need ya (How much I need you, I need you now,

yeah)

There are days I would pay anything just to leave it all behind

There are times I can’t find any light to get me through the daily grind

I know you feel it too, seen just how long it takes you to unwind

So it would mean everything to me

It would mean everything to me if we could take a holiday

'Cause you and I bone tired every night isn’t my idea of play

And even our smallest dream is getting lean

Never sees the light of day

So it would mean everything to me