Relief - Love-Sadkid, Garrett.

These little things that stay so half as pleasant

As the days that passed that lasted only half a second

Just the simple kind of memories that act as blessings

Dash throughout the wind as we forget just how to send a message

No more pride throughout my youth

No more friends from all my younger days

I just forget how I could be still in my youngest age

These moonlit thoughts turn into dreams that help me run away

And I’m still tryna grow up some more

I still remember sharing headphones tryna listen to the Chance tape

Writing all the love letters I never thought would turn me

To who I am today

And now I’m just a kid with a vision and some magic in my system after

Trafficking my wisdom through my lyricism, still now

Letting every second make up every single mess up

Through my tears I try to make it through my years now

I’m growing up but I don’t feel that much older

It seems like time just comes with even more a weight to shoulder

High school stinks and it smells with such a shameless odor

You would hate it too if you were stained with such a hateful quota

Man I hate disorder, never waiting for my place

I know my weight is like a paper plate

Barbecue of life I’m floating round these opaque tables

Tryna see if the world is just an endless fable

Oh, I chase that feeling I lost, wonder what it costs

Wanna be a star, I’ll do anything at all

To make it right, So still I try

Wanna live my life

And try make it shine

Never felt so bright, Is loving such a crime?

I wanna make it mine and put up quite a fight

Well if it’s fine and I’m alive, then I’ll still be alright