My Best - LPX

I don’t believe

The moon or sea

Control everything

But it’s hard to find relief

When I can’t find

Reason or rhyme in anything

So I take to the streets

Indulge my needs

Avoid everything

There’s a balance in between

I’ve been told it seems

'Cept when it comes to me

It’s like why am I so scared to discover

That chaos starts and ends with me

When there’s no other way to un-clutter

Or find the sweet in bittersweet

I’m doing my best

I swear I’m trying my best

It only feels like a test

If I let it

But I let it

I don’t wanna pretend

It only feels like a threat

If I let it

But I let it

I’m trying my best

I’m trying my best

I’m trying my best

Anxiety’s exhausting me

It’s a self made bed

It feels impossible to dream

When you can’t fight defeat

With warped reality

Try to ignore my soul screaming

I’m not listening

So I call upon my friends

To pick me up again

Without where would we be

It’s like why am I so scared to discover

That chaos starts and ends with me

When there’s no other way to un-clutter

Or find the sweet in bittersweet

I’m doing my best

I swear I’m trying my best

It only feels like a test

If I let it

But I let it

I don’t wanna pretend

It only feels like a threat

If I let it

But I let it

I’m trying my best

I’m trying my best

I’m trying my best

Doing my best

It only feels like a threat if I let it

But I let it

I’m trying my best

I’m trying my best

I’m trying my best