The Dark Light - Mads Veslelia, Anna

Out of the pain, into the light

Don’t let it hold you back

It ain’t easy, but you got to try (got to try)

Out of the pain, into the light

Don’t let it hold you back

It ain’t easy, but you got to try

It’s never easy, to lie through the truth

But I gotta try, been livin' in doubt for so long

Don’t know if I see a light

I’ve seen sparks

And sometimes that’s just a deal that was brought

Both our yesterdays are not

Even though what I saw was a clear blue sky

You have a good day, I have a good minute

I just can’t hold on longer, I can’t go with it

I go back to the dark place again

Where no one can see me

And if you haven’t seen it

It’s hard to believe it

So 'course you can’t feel me

The sun was haunting me

And I just can’t keep running

Should I just lay down

Let it to call

But wake up and mostly feel nothing

I thought I skipped the memories

That I was rockin' tough

Somebody show me some love today

So now I’m stuck in this evil fucking with the darkness

All these startled feelings

The fall didn’t kill me

So if you wanna say hello to

Yes, I can say I’m greedy

They say «don't let 'em hold you down»

But what if it’s not them, but me?

Gotta fight myself, but how?

Out of the pain, into the light

Don’t let it hold you back

It ain’t easy, but you got to try (got to try)

Out of the pain, into the light

Don’t let it hold you back

It ain’t easy, but you got to try

You always had someone to hold on to

To pick up a phone, and call whenever you want to

Look at me, who can I call if I need money?

If I need a right hand, or just a clean mommy?

But still there’s a lot of people expecting a lot from me

You really have no idea, so what’s so funny?

You think your life sucks, but you don’t want to change

You and complain, but could have been worse

But fuck are you

It’s hard to keep it up, when you don’t want to

When you no longer want to be good or show love, you

Just want to sit there, act like a bitch and

You already cried and so there won’t be a new day

Sometimes I stop to think

What the hell have I become?

Sometimes I regret, that I ever stopped to run

Sometimes even I, even I can see the sun

But then again it goes dark, and feeling goes numb

Out of the pain, into the light

Don’t let it hold you back

It ain’t easy, but you got to try (got to try)

Out of the pain, into the light

Don’t let it hold you back

It ain’t easy, but you got to try

But then I find something, something to keep me up and fighting

And the first thing you would guess is my music and all this writing

But that ain’t the case, cuz the music ain’t affecting me

I affect the music, so what you hear is me, not a melody

I got to form a light, something you can perform inside

Find a answer for then stop it

Gotta think back, just and I

See things different

You used the darkest light, got away from a clique, and the shit

That blacken a soul, be white

Look at me, I’m like a bat in this bitch

I’m walking backwards and shit

Started the first track with suicide

And end it with a happy ending

How could I feel doubt?

I coulda been dead instead

But I got a new feeling now

It’s not that hard to keep and stand and fight

It’s harder not to have anything, like a goal in sight

So instead of sittin' there waitin' for life

I say love to the light is black, but it’s somethin'

So I go

Out of the pain, into the light

Don’t let it hold you back

It ain’t easy, but you got to try (got to try)

Out of the pain, into the light

Don’t let it hold you back

It ain’t easy, but you got to try