Thoughts & Prayers - Manga Saint Hilare, Novelist

I’m here and I’m unreplaceable

Original, still unremakable

I am never incapable

I come around when I wanna be available

Go anywhere and conquer

Do what I like and prosper

Pagans better go yonder

Jesus' name is stronger

Seen what’ll make man wonder

But I’m still here when I could’ve been under

Thought they could take man under

Came with the flame and thunder

Go anywhere and conquer

Do what I like and prosper

Pagans better go yonder

Jesus' name is stronger

Seen what’ll make man wonder

But I’m still here when I could’ve been under

Thought they could take man under

Came with the flame and thunder

The world tried to kill me, but I’m still here

Still brave, still strong, still scared

Still wouldn’t trade none of my fears for theirs

Still let the energy make things clear

I tried to change my life a lotta times

Had the wrong mindset, so I weren’t prepared

I thought 'cause I grew up, that I was growin'

It don’t work like that, but I weren’t aware (Nah)

I used to take my energy anywhere (Anywhere)

I was too cool to care

Now when I step, I step correct

I know that I’m blessed, I’ll go anywhere (Anywhere)

Man keep screamin' out where they’re from

Don’t know where they’re goin', I guess they don’t care

I just live my life how I want

So I never compare my path to theirs

Yeah

Go anywhere and conquer

Do what I like and prosper

Pagans better go yonder

Jesus' name is stronger

Seen what’ll make man wonder

But I’m still here when I could’ve been under

Thought they could take man under

Came with the flame and thunder

Go anywhere and conquer

Do what I like and prosper

Pagans better go yonder

Jesus' name is stronger

Seen what’ll make man wonder

But I’m still here when I could’ve been under

Thought they could take man under

Came with the flame and thunder

We need prayers, we need help

We need love, we need health

We are gold, we need wealth

We’re not here to be sold

We make waves off these sails

They can’t feel what we felt

I’ve seen heaven, been in hell

Lost people meanin' well

I’ve seen blood, see these shelves

Is there no hope?

Then we’ve failed

And they don’t get us?

Oh well

We bounce back so well

We deal with trauma so well

And disappointment as well

We got us and that helps

We can’t rely on each other if we can’t tell the truth to ourselves

We can’t lie to each other

If we can’t trust the truth then we’ve failed

Self-love, I had to learn it

I had a few detours, now I’m determined

Ran down things that weren’t meant for me

When I got them tings, they wasn’t worth it

Felt like I wasn’t a part of anything

But now I feel connected like cursive

Words with myself

Every day I remind myself the change was worth it

Sat and watch the tables turning

I came this far, there’s no returning

The blessings overcame the curses

Now I walk in love and purpose

I kept fightin' for the wrong things

Just show them weak defeats the purpose

Make it out alive, I just did

And I got caught up in the circus

Now I-

Go anywhere and conquer