Fck It Up - Mavi Phoenix

Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up

Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs

Looking at you from a distance, you’re in love

But never with me so I gotta fuck him up

I see your eyes all over me

‘cause I am not who I should be

I wanna be ugly

Not your PYT (PYT)

I had a wish

And it came true (it did)

But it can’t fix what I been knew (it won‘t)

I know my life just isn’t real (it‘s not)

It leaves me free

And at unease

Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up

Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs

Looking at you from a distance, you’re in love

But never with me so I gotta fuck him up

When I was young

I felt myself

Then I grew up

Got lost again

Nothing really matters, except you and I are brothers

I got everyone to come for, I don’t need your comfort

Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up

Standing in a room full of kids who wanna do drugs (huh, huh, huh, huh)

Looking at you from a distance you’re in love

But never with me so I gotta fuck him up (ay, ay, ay, fuck it up)

Do I look empty, now in my twenties, do I look friendly?

Do I look happy, now in my twenties, do I look friendly?

Do I look empty, now in my twenties, do I look friendly?

Do I look happy, now in my twenties, do I look friendly?

Standing on top but I just wanna fuck it up

Standing in a room full of kids, who wanna do drugs

Looking at you from a distance, you’re in love

But never with me so I gotta fuck him up