Absolutely Without Mood - Melancholy Pessimism

Sadness and solitude are my friends tonight,

Head like a station, thoughts like empty trains.

Open wide eyes pierce through white wall

I’ve been thrown into space like as ball

I’m absolutely without life.

This seems to me as untimely death.

My thoughts are destroyed by human disregard.

I wanna shout, about this, how bad I feel.

Absolutely without mood.

I’m scaring, I don’t find way out.

I’m bored to through my life

Leave civilization is my aim.