Thinking - Melissa Ferrick

I keep thinking

I see you

When I’m sleeping

I dream you

My head’s as heavy

As the weight of my body

Your silence

Confuses me

What I want

Is an explanation

What I need

Is to be released

Because part of me

Is still holding on to you

Because part of me

Likes to feel defeat

So what if this whole the one thing

Is really real

And I screwed it up

To keep myself away

Because somewhere inside me

I still believe

That I don’t deserve

To be loved this way

What I want

Is an explanation

What I need

Is to be released

Because part of me

Is still holding on to you

Because part of me

Likes to feel defeat

I keep thinking

I keep thinking

I keep thinking