Drowning Into the Mental Demise - Mental Demise

Of my dry throat

Pull my hands to spectral figures

Seemed to me existing people

With horror in stillness

Steer at last seconds of my life.

Life that much shorter than I thought.

Absolute helplessness

Panic fear

Hopelessness

Death drew me down

To the sticky bog of unconsciousness

I see her laughing

Sharping decrepit scythe

I can not breath

Dripping blood from nose

Nasty salty taste

Words lost their meaning

Memory has failed

Base knowledge is waste

I loose control

Senses grow turbid

Feelings go astray

Now I realize

That my end is near

Soon I gonna die.

Experience

is useless

Material world

Lost it’s value

Spiritual world

Is forgotten

Left only born

primitive instincts

and unbending will

I close my eyes, die out.

There is no strengths to fight

Body has faint away

Sank into oblivion

Persistent will-power

Yell at me Stand UP!

With all mine’s might again and again

I try to get on feet.

On my feet.

Silent scream, no words get out

Of my throat

With horror in stillness

Steer at last seconds of my life.