Infected - Misery Loves Co.

There’s something inside of me

It tears it all apart

What I once was can never be

What you will be I’ll never see

Can’t find the strength to erase it

As it crushes my will to live

Don’t want you close enough to smell me

God I wish I had the courage to kill

Always there to beat me down

To remind me of who I am

The one to hold me back

When I pretend I’m alive again

Don’t wanna be the way I am

I’d like to turn around and walk away

I wish I had the courage to kill

God I wish I had the courage to kill

I wish I had the courage to kill

No one can see me now

Alone with my doubt and fear

I’m so tired of myself

So if you leave me can I come to?

Once I tried to listen

But I just could not understand

I’m a stranger to myself

So if you leave me can I come to?

If you leave me can I come to?

Am I someone special?

Can I be replaced?

I keep repeating myself

Did I disappoint you?

Did I always fail?

I keep repeating myself

There’s something inside of me

It tears it all apart

What I once was can never be

What you will be I’ll never see

Can’t find the strength to erase it

As it crushes my will to live

Don’t want you close enough to smell me

God I wish I had the courage to kill

Am I someone special?

Can I be replaced?

I keep repeating myself

Did I disappoint you?

Did I always fail?

I keep repeating myself

Am I acting strange?

Or just like everyone else?

I keep repeating myself

Can’t someone help me?

Can’t you see I’m afraid

Can’t you see I’m afraid…

I’m afraid