upside - MOTHICA

I come home to lights off, missed calls, don’t even bother

Can’t sleep, can’t eat, I’m underwater

There’s nothing that you can say, I’ve always felt this way

Left out, leftovers on the counter

Feels like I’m only sinking further

There’s nothing that you can say, just chemicals in my brain

There’s a little voice running through my head

Reminding me of the stupid things I said

All the mistakes I’ve ever made

Playing over again

On the upside, everything’s gonna be just fine

I’m already dead on the inside

Nobody can hurt me now

On the outside, having the time of my life

Hanging with people I don’t like

Nobody can hurt me now

Nobody can hurt me now, ooh

Nobody can hurt me now, ooh

Nobody can hurt me

Bloodshot, no tears, at least it’s something

Still here, didn’t even see you coming

I don’t like the way it feels but at least I can say it’s real

There’s a little voice running through my head

Reminding me of the stupid things I said

I let the monsters in my bed, they say

On the upside, everything’s gonna be just fine

I’m already dead on the inside

Nobody can hurt me now

On the outside, having the time of my life

Hanging with people I don’t like

Nobody can hurt me now

Nobody can hurt me now, ooh

Nobody can hurt me now, ooh

Nobody can hurt me

Now, ooh

Nobody can hurt me now, ooh

Nobody can hurt me now