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I’m stuck

In the middle of two places

The more I try to think about it

My mind just overwhelms me

Then I’m stuck

In the middle of two places

I thought I understood myself

But I stray farther from that everyday, everyday

My feelings confuse me

I don’t think I could foresee

Another split in my identity

Can I really accept this reality?

Maybe I suppressed it

And bottled it up

Is it time for me to tell them all

And finally grow up…

I’m stuck

In the middle of two places

I know others are okay with this

But I’m still grappling with feeling

Oh so stuck

In the middle of two places

It should be easy to admit

But I just don’t feel like I quite fit

Am I enough?

Am I enough?

I don’t know

Am I enough?

Am I enough?

I don’t know, I don’t know if I’m enough

But if I’m enough

Would I be happier with who I am?

But then again,

What’s enough to them?

I find myself

Laying awake at night

With hypotheticals

Erasing feelings of being alright

Maybe it’s okay

That I can’t quite label it

I’m sure I’m not alone

In the fact I can’t admit

That I’m stuck

In the middle of two places

But that’s fine, I guess it’s fine

Cause maybe one day I’ll be-

-okay

In the middle of two places

Just like others I’ll accept

That I don’t need to be perfectly whole

But that’s okay

That that’s okay…

That I’m okay in the middle of two places