Please Help - Napoleon Da Legend, Jennifair

I almost flipped after first time i kissed you

If looks could kill shortly looked lit like a pistol

Hard to trust, relationships could be fickle

People chasing clout looking out to get u

But something felt good tho we held good

Never got tired hung out every time we could

We rode the train to hit midtown up for bowling alleys

Old school arcades renting bikes blowing calories

Ice cream snacks and Vietnamese dinners

Yoga classes Bikram style during the winter

You used to like yearn for it, orgasms like it’s painful

Tearing up a bit like it’s shameful

We never judge, kinkiness just cause

Embracing our dark side that’s the best type of love

But could tell there was like something missing u was holding back

Something about u nervous, I was so relaxed

I rather love and lose Big Pun song

Won’t hold against u if another chick did son wrong

But I can tell that ya scars is deep and still open

I’m anti-septic, still she skeptic

Trusting you with myself

Knowing that it got me

Further away from myself

I gotta start loving myself

Before you can love me

I gotta start trusting myself

Before you can trust me

You always wanted to help… ahhh ahhh

I really wish you could love me… ahhh ahhh

I gotta start loving myself

Before you can love me

I gotta start trusting myself

Before you can trust me

Please help

How u go from warm a cold so fast?

Nice melanin the melon in ya jean so Phat

Round 1 after 5, I’m ready to go back

Round 3?

Babygirl you crazy go relax

You was sweating me the week prior now u so fast

So emotional u wanna make sure I got ya back

Trust ain’t a contract u got risk something

Gotta make ya heart vulnerable or else you’ll miss something

Got a room in queens vacation for me

Back side rounded up she would shape it for me

We watched Netflix, Hulu, fire stick and all

All ya little body parts girl I kissed em all

All our exes be hating, we piss them off right

We get twisted eating Bonchon chicken all night

Then I might throw some ice on her

Thinking one day maybe marriage?

Sprinkle a little rice on her

We never know right?

Yo let’s see what up tho

My forever crush both us we lust tho

Hustlers that PayPal money dropping on us

Salute queen I’m a graduate ya with some honors

Trusting you with myself

Knowing that it got me

Further away from myself

I gotta start loving myself

Before you can love me

I gotta start trusting myself

Before you can trust me

You always wanted to help… ahhh ahhh

I really wish you could love me… ahhh ahhh

I gotta start loving myself

Before you can love me

I gotta start trusting myself

Before you can trust me

Please help