Stay Away - Notions

Under my skin, I feel you lingering

I’m not your kin;

I’m not your family

I can’t begin to get the way you think

I am the end;

I am the reckoning

How can you say that you’ve been thinkin bout me?

I haven’t seen you since I was three and you forgot about me

I think it’s funny that you don’t see me till success around me

Not like I needed a father or a helping hand to guide me

It doesn’t matter, guess I never needed anybody

Is what I’m starting to say

Think all the time about how you were never there for me

And it is killing me

I’m all alone it’s nothing new I came prepared for it

I think I like it this way

You made me what I’ve become when you abandoned me

Please understand that you were never good enough

All your regret is all that flows inside my blood

I can’t pretend that you’ve been forgiven, you must be trippin'

I don’t expect you to understand all my hateful feelings

Cus when it comes down to brass tacks, you weren’t there

And I’ve been hurting my whole life, you don’t care

And you don’t know the first thing about me, bud

All of my strife and my desire to be free, but

This is too much I’m gonna ask you to give me up

You’re so pathetic, what on earth are you fighting for?

Yeah I am out here I’m looking for something, steady searching

And I’ve been broken for years, and you thought I wasn’t worth it

But all this time I been working to make my goals for certain

I’m finally puttin' you in the past, I’m done with hurting