Nocebo - Onirophagus

I know this is how it begins

A healthy soul could never feel like this

Chronic empty feeling of despair

Unquite mind

Opportunities withering

This can’t be healthy

Inherently wrong, flawed

Unbearable, eroded self

Shriveled and soaked

World could be a better place

If i just could only stop feeling

This anxiety, this pain, this life

I know this is the end

A healthy body could never feel like this

Anger, sadness and fear, buried below

My blood is clotting

My heart is plodding

My eyes are scouring (Cocroaches in sight: Cocroaches in my sight)

… My body is rotting

I know this is how it ends

World will be better place as i die

As i die!