Self vs Self - Pendulum, In Flames

If I struggle a lifetime

What would my body be?

An empty shell

On what a demon fed!

Could be a heavy burden

To stay true to your words!

Speak up!

I wanna silence everything!

If I got no plan

Doesn't mean that I get what I want for free.

If I got no meaning,

Would you force me to a place where I make sense,

'Cause nothing lasts forever...

How do I get home?

Everything revolves around me!

If I can't find myself?

It's so completely fake!

How do I get home?

Everything revolves around me!

If even you can't help?

Dark nights on my soul!

I deny failure!

I ignite!

Woe is on my misery,

She wins all their eyes!

Realize what defies our fate!

This is not me, this is me!

So if I struggle a lifetime

What good would that do?

If I got a plan

Doesn't have to stop the feeling inside.

If I do make sense,

Would you drag me down,

'Cause nothing lasts forever...

How do I get home?

Everything revolves around me!

If I can't find myself?

It's so completely fake!

How do I get home?

Everything revolves around me!

If even you can't help?

Dark nights on my soul!