Motherland - PEZ, Raymes

Yeah, I heard a calling

Looked up to the sky, all of the words were falling

So that, I felt like in that moment

That I’d been chosen to live out my dream, but now I see

Anything and everything that I ever wrote

Has taken me down an endless road to see her, but will she ever show

Her face, or this place just a figment that I’m tryna chase?

I’ve been waiting all my life

To get (to get)

To the motherland

To the motherland

I’ve been waiting all my life

To get (to get)

To the motherland

Yeah

I just

Never thought it’d come to this

'Cause when I was younger I guess I foresaw a particular way I’d be living my

life

I just never thought I’d be sitting here watching it as it went by

Stuck in a group of my minds and that I’m always frightened

And unsure, it’s like I don’t know what I’m writing

Anymore, and I’m sure

There’s a reason for these demons that won’t leave, but I can’t ignore

This feeling deep down in my soul, it’s telling me

I should believe what I’ve been told, or is it believe what I’ve been sold

It’s all a question now, are you there?

It’s hard to know

Ask myself, my heart says no, still I keep feeling like I can’t let go

And I know, it’s crazy to complain

But I guess I keep hoping that you’ll save me from this pain

I’m in, I’ve been

I’ve been waiting all my life

To get (to get)

To the motherland

To the motherland

I’ve been waiting all my life

To get (to get)

To the motherland

To the motherland

It’s the same old story

Written on a page again

Looking for a way out

Of a maze I’ve lost in for a while

And I want to find it

But I just don’t know how

Please send me a sign to say

Where you are hiding

To the motherland

Will I ever find it?

Will I ever find it?

Will I ever find it?