Darkness - Pinegrove

Suddenly I find

I’ve got darkness on my mind

It’s a question mark that keeps me looking

And it’s never satisfied

And it’s never what I thought

Saying I’m happy happy when I’m not

Oh I’ve got darkness on my mind

Leaning out the frame

When it’s particulate and gray

I’m perpendicular to my whole being

When I lean a certain way

Saying I’m happy when I’m not

Finding roaches in the pot

I’ve got darkness on my mind

Some people spend their whole lives looking

For someone who could understand

While meanwhile the lilac’s blooming

Are you strong enough to be my man?

I know it’s been a long time coming

I’m angry and I know that’s weak

I’m longing about open windows

For whatever it is I see

Some people spend their whole lives looking

For someone who could understand

While meanwhile the lilac’s blooming

Are you strong enough to be my man?

And I know it’s been a long time coming

And it’s not like I thought it’d be

So I’m trying not to be so bitter

I’m just looking at it honestly

I know it’s been a long time coming

I’m angry and I know that’s weak

But I’m longing about open windows

For whatever it is I see

Some people spend their whole lives looking

For someone who could understand

While meanwhile the lilac’s blooming

Are you strong enough to be my man?