Couldn't Move Far Enough Away - Polkadot Cadaver

The solitude of space

Was my only saving grace

I saw you digging me a grave

Couldn’t move far enough away

Footsteps in reverse

From a blessing to a curse

I see you blowing kisses at me

While I’m crawling in quicksand

Howling like a wolf at the moon never felt more alive

Focused sniper eye

All senses raw

My heart on a skillet

Pickled brain in a fat jar

Dressed in funeral black

Roses on a stone

Here I come to die

And I die alone

Here I feel so welcome

Here I am at peace

Here I’ll come to die

Here I’ll be released

You keep digging me down

And I keep crawling up and out

Keep crawling, crawling up and out

Toward the light illuminating

Calling my name in my mother’s voice

Telling me to keep crawling

Toward the light that will lead me back home

Solitary confinement

If only in my head

Tranquility revoked

Peace of mind left dead

You are motivated

Compelled by artificial means

No feeling no beliefs

Just an overwhelming desire to end me

Dressed in funeral black

Roses on a stone

Here I come to die

And I die alone

Here I feel so welcome

Here I am at peace

Here I’ll come to die

Here I’ll be released

I keep crawling out through the dirt

Up to the pale light of this starry night

As you shower me in earth

I advance toward rebirth

Accustomed to chaos

Relentless in nature with fate carved in my skin

I feel the slow change consuming me from out and within

Couldn’t move far enough away

Couldn’t move far enough away