Nothing at All - Problematic

I pictured a bright future with you in my life

But lately all we ever did was argue and fight

What’s wrong seems right when I did it with you

I’d react but I wasn’t really thinking it through

Had my mind in a funk the last couple of months

You could tell I wasn’t happy I was down in the dumps

I hate to say goodbye can’t believe that you’re gone

Now you’re just another memory I write in a song

Remember that first kiss down by the water?

Your smile could light a city like the 4th of July

Or stuck up in the moment having drinks by the fire

I was home with you girl made me feel so alive

So divine damn fine committed like a wedding ring

Such an inspiration I could trust you with anything

All the hurtful things I said I can’t take back

I wish that I could it’s too late and I hate that

Crushed my heart when you walked out the door

Never stooped so low what is love anymore?

I’ve been dancing with the devil on a whole another level

Praying Lucifer don’t take my soul

Girl I’m gonna miss you just never forget

Even when I didn’t try you still gave it your best

I’m isolated we both had our issues

But life goes on, on this road I guess

We used to have everything

Now we don’t mean a thing to me

What is love?

What is trust?

You and I there is no us

We had everything

Now we have nothing at all

We even thought about having a kid one day

Over 3 years together then we went our separate ways

I could tell you that I’m fine but I’m really not okay

We’re suppose to be a team now I’m in a disarray

Fuck relationships I’m done with all this shit

Never felt so hurt karma such a bitch

I don’t need another woman just a rhyme to spit

Get my mind on track and the music hits

Calling me crazy I admit I’m a psycho

Drinking all night long just to ease the pain slow

Calm my nerves I will never surrender

I must persevere cause I know it gets better

I’m my own worst critic I know why you did it

I was so unstable I was mad every minute

I wish I would of listened get some help but I didn’t

I wont loose my vision gotta stay self driven (yeah…)

I was burning bridges so I paved my lane

I can’t change what is done only lessons gained

I was lost without you but not meant to be

I’m annihilated as I watched you leave

Girl I’m gonna miss you just never forget

Even when I didn’t try you still gave it your best

I’m isolated we both had our issues

But life goes on, on this road I guess

We used to have everything

Now we don’t mean a thing to me

What is love?

What is trust?

You and I there is no us

We had everything

Now we have nothing at all