Self-Conjuration - Psalm

I whisper loud down the ground

There’s a light that blinds my sight

Thinking about Mary’s sound

Pictures stay drawn in my mind

I shoot myself with love!

Now, I left the world behind me

I left the ones

The ones who loved me

I let my life in better hands

Don’t want another

Another chance

I shoot myself with love!

Just to watch me dying!

Why I choose to die?

Why I spend my time with drugs inside?

Why I believe in broken lies?

'Cause there are demons in my pride

Flying on the wings of sadness

My tears fall into the sea

Through the hills of kindness

Don’t try to save my last breath

I, I shoot myself with love,

Watch me dying

I, I shoot myself with love, watch me dying

I shoot myself with love

Make it go away!

May this life decay!

No more sacrifice

No more hidden lies

Smell the bullet in my head

Die with poison in my head