CONSTELLATIONS - Raissa

I don’t want you thinking that I’m strange

That I’m not brave

I’m at the hotel

It’s cheap but it’s clean

That’s all I need

That’s all I need

I don’t need them knowing that I’m afraid

And feel out of place

I’m isolated

It’s easy, it’s safe

Think I like it that way

Think I like it that way

Way

I can sit on the window sill

I’m so still

I can binge watch the sky

No one will see me cry

My tears are constellations

Decorating your ether

Are you gonna leave me now?

Or is it gonna hurt me later?

In a final attempt to be human

I reach out my hand

You touch it and, shit, baby

It’s not so bad

It’s not so bad

If I pick the rhinestones off the blanket of night

Maybe we can run this town

Maybe I can make a starlit crown or

A buss down chain

Rmix the rain

Evaporate my pain

Look at it falling

Beautiful magic

Static lectric

Everything’s floating

My tongue is burning

Darling this is all I need

And in my ribcage is where I found it

And let it drive

Maybe we can kiss in public

Maybe we can talk while we sit in traffic

Our dreams are constellations decorating the ether

I can’t stop dreaming now

Maybe I’ll wake up later

I will always love you now

I will love you forever