Break in the Chain - Ramming Speed

Looking for answers in all the wrong places

Won’t find a better me at the bottom of a bottle

Constantly stressed, there’s a heavy weight on my chest

Filled with sorrow, don’t seem to care if I live tomorrow

With each sip I’m closer to the edge

Glassy eyed, can barely stand

One more drink and I’ll call it quits

The party’s been over but still I’m wanting more

Always chasing that buzz

Trying to access my feelings, I’m mentally numb

Crack open another beer, that familiar sound of self-sabotage

With each sip I’m closer to the edge

Glassy eyed, can barely stand

One more drink and I’ll call it quits

Can’t face myself, can’t face my fears

Goddamn it, I’m drunk again

How did I get here?

Something has got to change

I feel I’ve lost control

I’m weak and feeble, but can I be strong?

Can I redefine myself?

How long has it been?

I’ve become estranged from sobriety

Tired of the self delusion

Tired of the dependency

Can I break this cycle?

I want to be a break in the chain

I’ll face myself

I’ll face my fears