One Winged Airplane - Ryan Caraveo

Even though I keep on falling

I just pick myself back up

I just keep putting my all in

Even though it’s not enough

I’ve lost so much already so what

I’m not afraid to show up

Even though I keep on falling

It’s just me and myself and these 88 keys

All confused and alone cause my ADHD

Makes me ghost people like I don’t wanna help

It’s difficult enough to keep a promise to myself

I done used every trick and every tool that’s in the book

I done bit every hand I done ruined every look

If it was you you would’ve quit

If it was you you would be shook

Lucky me I can’t remember how stupid that I look

See my train of thought is more like an airplane

Spinning in a circle cause it only has one wing

I wish you were missed

But if you’re not in front of me I forget you exist

Even though I keep on falling

I just pick myself back up

I just keep putting my all in

Even though it’s not enough

I’ve lost so much already so what

I’m not afraid to show up

Even though I keep on falling

It’s just me and my own distorted mind-frame

All enraged and distressed cause my borderline brain

Makes me hate people like I just wanna fight

But really I’m afraid there’s nothing certain in my life

I convinced everyone that there’s no one that I need

But really I’m preparing for the moment that they leave

So I tell em they should go, leave me 'lone and let me be

Say I want space when it’s closeness I need

See my train of thought is more like an airplane

Spinning in a circle cause it only has one wing

I wish you were missed

But if you’re not in front of me, I forget you exist

Even though I keep on falling

I just pick myself back up

I just keep putting my all in

Even though it’s not enough

I’ve lost so much already so what

I’m not afraid to show up

Even though I keep on falling

In my one winged airplane

Ohhh

In my one winged airplane

Ohhh

In my one winged airplane