So Close so Far - Sal Houdini

This is not okay

I am not okay

You don’t have to go

We will find another way

Get back to me now

To the love that I have

To this love that I gave

To the world that I had

Loved you to the max

Gave the clothes off my back

Don’t mess up this home

Don’t leave me alone

I was just getting used to you

We just started getting close

Get back in my arms

Get back when you’re calm

Come back when you relax

Relax in my heart

So close, so far

Never felt so lost

Some things got to really change

I’m not takin' any blame

I needed this heartbreak to go and buy a couple chains

I’m not worried 'bout no one

I’m not tryin' to be the one

I’ma whip around and stunt

All this money comin' in

I’ma go and spend a ton, yeah

Lambo doin' burn outs, tire marks all on the road

Couple bitches numbers that I hit up when I’m bored

I go out to Nobu Malibu with all my bros

I like all the public mentions everybody knows

But God knows

I love the attention that I get from all these

Got no patience for 'em at all I ignore these

They make up their own when they don’t got no stories

Everybody knows, yeah

I don’t fuck around with no one, yeah

Couple bitches on the cocaine

Let me smash with all my woes, yeah

This is not okay

I am not okay

If you want to go

I won’t ask for you to stay

You took a lot of love

But you gave a lot of pain

I fought a lot of words

Defendin' your name

Keep it to yourself if you know I don’t want to know

Keep it to yourself don’t ever kill my peace and vibes

I won’t ever say I hate or love you anymore

Just so you always wonder and it kills you inside

I am not okay, get away, need some space from this place, mind your business if

I’m dead or alive

'Cause now you’re just a stranger, I don’t need ya, if you come back,

I will leave ya, all alone in the middle of the night

I’ve been feelin' so off, yeah

I’ve been feelin' so lost, yeah

There is nothin' left to fight for

We were so close yet so far, yeah

Should’ve did your part, yeah

Look at what you just lost, yeah

Now there’s nothin' left to fight for

We were so close yet so far, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

Now there’s nothin' left to fight for

So close yet so far, yeah