Anxxiety - SayWeCanFly

My anxiety is not helping me forget you

But I guess I really don’t want to

And while I’m trying to figure out what I should text you

Have to remind myself that I already lost you

I know sobriety would probably be a good call

Been breaking down my body like it’s a drywall

But you’ve been flying through my memory like a baseball

So I’ve been running through what I would say if you called

I never meant to hurt you

I just had alot I had to go through

A lot of shit I probably should’ve told you

Like how beautiful you are and that I love you

Switching up the layout of my bedroom

So I don’t have to wake up in the spot we used to

My anxiety isn’t helping me forget you

But I guess I really don’t want to

I guess I really don’t want to

Rolled up an Uber to your spot the other night

Left my crew back on the tour to try and make this shit alright

I showed up at your door, I had my bag and I was begging

And I know that you weren’t having none of it, I understand it

I certainly do not deserve another fucking second

But when you hit me up and said we’re done my plane already landed

Trying to be a man and say goodbye to you, no crying

But I fucking miss you, there ain’t no point in lying, God damn

I never meant to hurt you

I just had alot I had to go through

A lot of shit I probably should’ve told you

Like how beautiful you are and that I love you

Switching up the layout of my bedroom

So I don’t have to wake up in the spot we used to

My anxiety isn’t helping me forget you

But I guess I really don’t want to

It’s been a war making peace with my ego

Just when I think that I’m free though

He got something up his sleeve though

He ain’t never letting me go

Trying to murder my ego

Just when I think that I’m free though

He fashions me a new halo

He ain’t never letting me go

It’s been a war making peace with my ego

Just when I think that I’m free though

He got something up his sleeve though

He ain’t never letting me go

Trying to murder my ego

Just when I think that I’m free though

He fashions me a new halo

He ain’t never letting me go

He ain’t never letting me go