The Longing - SCAMP

am I blind, am I afraid to be everything

I’ve ever dreamed of

well I don’t even have the guts to see

if there’s another sad person

going down like me

I’m standing in a pool of blood

and that’s despair I fuckin' tell you

am I fading to infinity or just paralyzed

there’s no ability

you say you don’t give a fuck

what I do with my life

but won’t you please look back and…

won’t you wait for me?

won’t you wait for an old friend like me?

in time — they say that time can heal you

but I’m already behind

all dark with a soul to see through

a mind to reach and a face to hate too

blood in my eyes so I can’t cry with you

I’m not afraid that they’ll see me

the wrong choice, but the right solution

hard effect that explode in confusion

you say you don’t give a fuck

what I do with my life

but won’t you please look back and…

won’t you wait for me?

won’t you wait for an old friend like me?

desperate times calls for desperate measures

and a desperate man that’s what I am

no love to lean on — no friend to call on

no innocence to share at night

there’s no sleep till peace is found

but my anxiety is bringing me down

a hard life, but life is hard

want to be idolized but I’m not

am I alone in here?

am I alone in fear?

all my time I spend waiting on something

I’ll never be

you say you don’t give a fuck

what I do with my life

but won’t you please look back and…

won’t you wait for me?

won’t you wait for an old friend like me?