Collin - Seedy

Nobody cares about me anyway

That’s not true, they care about you

Yeah I’m certain they don’t give a shit

So I’m tripping down memory lane

Hurting, searching for the fix

It’s okay, Collin

I’m broken, that’s understatement

You’re okay, Collin

I’m happy, no I was mistaken

Collin, what the fuck is wrong with you?

Collin, what is going on with you?

I feel stuck in my zone, trapped by thoughts

I wish I didn’t feel alone, maybe I’d be better off

Committing suic-I shouldn’t let you in my head like that

Judge me, probably hate me, even rate me yeah I’m dreading that

Short, skinny nerd, even worse a fucking lunatic

Gripping, slipping on what’s real, surely I’ll be losing it

Confusing as Confucius is, useless like some stupid kids

Truth won’t set you free, it’ll nail you to a crucifix

I’m so upset I let this out

I usually keep the hushing habit and just shut my mouth

And to anybody asking what is this about

I don’t live with any demons, they just crashing on my couch

I think I’m spoiled, I’m complaining all the time

I think I’m lying when I say that one day I’ll be fine

I think about too much, or maybe I don’t think enough

I think the thing I’m gonna do is call it quits, I’m giving up

Nobody cares about me anyway

Yeah she loves me, she’s the only one

So I’m tripping down memory lane

Thinking of me as the lonely one

It’s okay, Collin

I’m broken, that’s understatement

You’re okay, Collin

I’m happy, no I was mistaken

Collin, what the fuck is wrong with you?

Collin, what is going on with you?

Okay I think I shut him up

Volcanic kind of guy, not too sure when he’ll erupt

And you wonder why I be claiming I’m corrupt

Because every time I lie, I decide to interrupt

Yoo-hoo over here, I said I be over here

But I go to take a look, and all I see is mirror

Because I be over here, somewhere you don’t like to veer

That’s why you can never find me, but you know I’m always near

I’m fear, I’m the motherfucking voices that you hear

I’m the reason that you think you’re someone weird

I’m the ringing in your ear, I’ma try to make it clear

I’m preventing your whole musical career

I’m the only thing that’s holding me back, dog

I know that I be lonely, guess I gotta adapt, dog

Don’t nobody know me, and they don’t got my back, dog

Well what if I was lonely enough to kidnap, dog?

In fact, dog…

Nobody cares about me anyway

That’s not true, they care about you

Yeah I’m certain they don’t give a shit

So I’m tripping down memory lane

Learning how to live with it

It’s okay, Collin

I’m broken, that’s understatement

You’re okay, Collin

I’m happy, no I was mistaken

Collin, nothing’s fucking wrong with you

Collin, nothing’s going on with you