Narcotic vision - Shadows Land

I explain to myself — too much drugs?

Maybe I’m sick?

I close my eyes and the darkness becomes the eternity,

I feel «your» world going away,

This moment like a fly on a shit, rotting bodies, everlasting scream,

I feel the stench of human existence

And God is late for the meeting

I see myself slashing my flatmate’s artery,

I go further, faster, I run, I feel relief,

Warmth is going through my backbone the washing- machine is spin-drying,

The hum of everyday news on the radio, a head in my hands…

I keep it and see it in harmony with my emotions,

Suddenly so calm at the moment

The eternity is so blessed

And God is still late for the meeting…