Numb - Wolf, Shiloh Dynasty, Rude Boy

Worse things comes to worse

I fucking die a tragic death or some shit, and

I’m not able to see out my dreams come true

I, at least, wanna know that the kids perceive my message

And were able to make something of themselves

And able to take my message

And use it and turn it into something positive

And try to have at least a good life

I just need to be alone right now

I’m so numb to the world right now

It’s like I wanna live, but then I let my head down

Just wishing that these people could really feel my pain right now

Now you see me smile (Huh)

But I’m really just lost tryna find myself right now

So please pay attention

What I say is all real when I write it down

I wanna stand up, but I’m falling back down

And my life’s crashing down

Wondering what I’m gonna do now

What am I gonna do next?

I’m tryna pull myself, and tell these people I’m the next best

But I’m really just stressed and depressed

So I light another cigarette

With ten papers worth of aggress'

And I’m writing in my car 'til the sun sets

And I’m playing these beats 'til the feeling gets—surreal

Yeah, I’m so numb, yeah, I’m so numb, yeah

I’m so numb to this world right now (Right now)

I’m so numb, yeah, I’m so numb, yeah, I’m so

Ayy, maybe you should walk a day inside of my shoes

And maybe you would feel the judging that these people put me through

And maybe you would understand my sudden change of mood

And you think I’m being numb to the feeling when a person hurts you

But I’m not—surprise

Yeah, we hanging in the phone, getting blown up by 20 guys

A stupid bitch full of lies

With some angel eyes, but she the devil in disguise, yo

Yeah, red roses on my grave, look up to the sky

My daddy’s gone, I ain’t even tellin' why

This silver cross on my neck got some god worth

February 21st I just watch you fly

I just sit back and I cry

I write another line, tryna push it through—decline, decline

So numb I wanna see the sun shine

Yeah, I’m so numb, yeah, I’m so numb, yeah

I’m so numb to this world right now

I’m so numb, yeah, I’m so numb, yeah, I’m so

Yeah, what these—

Like what y’all don’t understand about my music is like

When I say numb like

I’ve have to drown out all the hate

That’s on my way, just so I can—

You know, try to pursue this dream that I’ve

And it’s hard—'cause like my thoughts start rushing

When I get this anxiety, feel like—takes over my body

I just be driving down the road and my face just goes numb

'Cause my thoughts are racing

And that’s why I wrote this song, 'cause I just get numb

I have to block out all the pain, you know

So that’s why, so I fill this song, fill this song

Yeah, I’m so numb, yeah, I’m so numb, yeah

I’m so numb to this world right now

I’m so numb, yeah, I’m so numb, yeah, I’m so