Lifetime - Sincerely, Me

I know I’m writing this too late,

But I hope it gets to you

Cause I’m sitting with my head in my hands

And I don’t know what else to do

And I know you’re miles away

And have nothing (nothing left to say)

What scares me the most is you said you’d be strong

How much longer do you plan to hold on?

Cause I know you’ve been drinking to forget about how

The life that you love is tearing your heart out

I know that I haven’t been there when you called

If I could take back the moments I’d take back them all

So call me selfish for missing you

Wondering of times that we never went through

It’s hard to see you break down right here

With the stress that’s caused you a lifetime in 5 years

I know you’re lying awake

Wondering if the choices you made were right

Wondering if things will ever change,

Struggling through another sleepless night

And I know I crossed the line

With all the words I said in our last fight

I never listened and have myself to blame

I realized what I had but realized it to late

Cause I know you’ve been drinking to forget about how

The life that you love is tearing your heart out

I know that I haven’t been there when you called

If I could take back the moments I’d take back them all

So call me selfish for missing you

Wondering of times that we never went through

It’s hard to see you break down right here

With the stress that’s caused you a lifetime in 5 years

So call me selfish for missing you

Wondering of times that we never went through

It’s hard to see you break down right here

With the stress that’s caused you a lifetime in 5 years

I couldn’t stand it from the start

Nobody said it would be this hard

I just want to hold you in my arms

Forget all the times and erase all the scars

Where do we go from here?