Catharsis - Sins In Vain

I need to let myself go

Yet this prison feels safe

I need to forgive myself

Yet this guilt is my air

Still, punishment goes on

Still, I feel satisfied

I shall live for today

Why do I always

Long for tomorrow

I’m in love with my pain

Why do I always

Long for sorrow

I want to be alone

Yet surrounded by you

Oh, I want to own nothing

But yet I need to keep you

Still, punishment goes on

Still, I feel satisfied

I shall live for today

Why do I always

Long for tomorrow

I’m in love with my pain

Why do I always

Long for sorrow

Accept my feelings

And find inner peace

And I could use

Some answers

And give me catharsis, peace

I shall live for today

Why do I always

Long for tomorrow

I shall live for today

Why do I always

Long for tomorrow

I’m in love with my pain

Why do I always

Long for sorrow