Collapse - Sirona

Left with a sour taste

A temporary escape

To drown out the voices, but I can’t keep running for long

The pressure is building

My vices unfulfilling

Overcome by the weight of the world

I broke my back just to learn to walk

A thousand words without a single song

Tracing back my steps I fucking learned to see

That there’s more than the man that’s in front of me

Every time I fall

I blame myself for letting it get so far

And everything I’ve done

Wasted efforts

All for nothing

Left with the clothes on my back

Here with myself is my only home

Every time I fall

I blame myself for letting it get so far

And everything I’ve done

Wasted efforts

Was it all for nothing

Face down in the dirt again

I’ll just lie here and wait before I break

Left here alone with my thoughts

Not such a safe place to be

Trying to make a better me

And my mind keeps slipping away

And my heart keeps beating away

Every time I fall

I blame myself for letting it get so far

And everything I’ve done

Wasted efforts

All for nothing

Instigate me

Look inside deep, there’s something that you can’t see

Instigate me

Look inside deep, these monsters sleep inside of me