Awfully Aware - Sofia Talvik

We are lying in your bed

The wine is spinning in my head

I want to kiss you one more time

But my lips are sore and I’m

Awfully aware I shouldn’t even be here

I shouldn’t even be here

I want to taste it one more time

The saltiness the smoke sublime

Your eyes are calling me to stay

And the door’s so far away

But I’m awfully aware I shouldn’t even be here

I shouldn’t even be here

I should have stayed away from you

I should have run when I first saw you

I should have chosen another way

And yet I’m standing here before you

Awfully aware I shouldn’t even be here

I shouldn’t even be here

The forest used to seem so dark

Now it seems magically enchanting

I want to get lost in your thorns

I want to hide behind your branches

But I’m awfully aware I shouldn’t even be here

I shouldn’t even be here

It’s like I can’t control my mind

And I can’t control my body

I keep ending up back here

Though I know it’ll make me sorry

And you’ll never let me near

I shouldn’t even be here

The dawn is breaking as I tangle myself out of your sheets

I am shaking as the cold air hits my skin and I weep

I shouldn’t be here

You shouldn’t be here

We shouldn’t be here again