Applebee's Bar - Spraynard

I am every person that you’ve ever ignored.

I am the flamming bag of dogshit on your porch.

Used to think i was a savior, a part of a cause.

Now see I am nothing no nothing at all.

I am every reason that you scream all these words.

I am every, I am every verse.

I’ll never llet you feel done, you’ll always be haunted.

I will keep you fighting

It’s not what I wanted

It’s not what I wanted

Its not what I…

I am all the bills that they slide under your door.

I am the bleeding heart beating under your floor.

move out!

move on!

I think i wanted to live like this.

I think im done with being ignored.

But theres still empty cups and cracks on my apartment floor.

I’ll let conversations bleed through my front door.

The heated kettle screaming out I need to stop what I started.

Things have changed

It’s not what I wanted x3

It’s not what I …