Misery -

Get lost

Come back again

Cause I can’t decide where I hate you less

In the past or in my bed

And I’m alone

Even at your side

And I could fill the void you opened up

With all these tears I’ve cried

So darling you can leave or stay

Cause I’ll be mired in misery either way

I can’t shake this damn addiction

And I can’t fix off the dose you’re giving

Cause when you’re around you don’t want to be

But when I’m alone I’m in agony

So I’m clinging onto your charity

So darling you can leave or stay

Cause I’ll be mired in misery either way

You were everything

I’d ever need

And you swore to me that you’d never leave

You promised me ‘eternally'

Now it’s dangerously clear to me

That you don’t know what it means anyway

I wish I didn’t love you

I wish I didn’t love you

Oh I wish I didn’t love you

Wish my heart beat not only for you

Oh I wish so many things that just won’t be

Like I wish I didn’t need you

I wish I never had believed you

I wish I never ever had to watch you leave… willingly