Thousands Miles Away - Straightaway

I’m sitting here late at night somehow I can’t get any sleep

I’ve got a thousand questions running through my head

I’m switching on the computer to pass the time and free my mind

But these thoughts won’t go will leave me restless

I can’t pretend it’s not affecting me but I just can’t get a single tear

And now your names are all engraved on these white stone graves

Was it your sense of family to constantly keep ignoring me?

Anger and misunderstanding prevail on this pain

You never wasted a few thoughts ink and a stamp on a letter

Thousands miles away strangers for so many years

a make believe of distance to justify your silence

Not even a single pic as a reminder in my mind all I had

Was blurry faces distant memories I could hardly remember

You never wasted a few thoughts ink and a stamp on a letter

I’m sorry that I’m not feeling guilty

can anyone tell me why should I be?