Alcatraz - The Carrier

I’ve spent so much time

Imprisoned in my mind

Told to shut up and sit down

To close my eyes

I’ve realized what they’ve done to me

Trying numbing me from the pain of the world

It’s everlasting, it’ll never go away

It’ll never change, not today

Even sheltered lives can’t hide from not feeling alive

It’s like throwing knives and my mind

It’s like stabbing out my eyes

Stabbing out my eyes

I mean every word that I spit

It comes from the darkness of my mind

It comes from the pain inside

I feel it all the time

Nothing will ever change

You can’t change the hatred that I feel

That’s a power of mine and I’ve realized

I’m done decaying inside

I want to see better days

I want to see hope in things

I want to see a different way

To make the pain go away

I want to see better days

I want to see hope in things

I want to see a different way

To make the pain go away

I’m taking my life back, it’s fucking mine

I’m taking my life back, it’s mine