Spank - The Naked And Famous

I don’t remember the first time

But I think I survived

Probably better not to try to wake up

Because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive

There’s specific things

That I have to do

Day to day

Just to keep it at bay

You wouldn’t believe if you knew

(Oh, no, this isn’t real)

Here is a little secret

Here is the best part

This is going to take me

Right back to the start

If I can keep it

If it set in mind

Wait until it settles

Come try it a second time

I don’t remember the first time,

But I think I survived

Probably better not to try to wake up

Because it feeds 'gain keeps it alive

(Oh, no, this isn’t real)

(Yeah)

Here is a little secret

Here is the best part

This is going to take me

Right back to the start

If I can keep it

If it set in mind

Wait until it settles

Come try it a second time

I can feel it move

Up into my head

It is in the room

Panicking in bed

I feel it coming on

Taking over view

Oh, please not tonight

There’s nothing I can do

This is bigger than me

This is in my fear

This is pitiful

I just disappear

Swells up all around me

Swallowed up inside

Sell my senses if it

Would make this subside

I can barely handle

I can pass the time

Staring through the curtains

Up into the sky

Where there is no

Depth perception

Keep preoccupied

Self deception

Nobody recognizes

It doesn’t have a name

My brother is infected

He’s acting just the same

Screaming like a siren

Up and down the hall

He just wants to stop it

He wants to end it all

I am just a child

I am nothing more

Than the basic functions

I am running from

I curl up and wallow

My distortion

Everything is disproportion

Suddenly I wake

All is back again

Everything is closer

Morning is the same

And I can’t hear it

It’s way out of mind

I will just forget this

'Til the next time